It's been a while!!!

Older now haven't posted anything for almost 2 years now. Trying to find myself in a world that is to messed up to live in. I'm tired of all the rude, violent, evil people that live on this planet and it seems that the more years that go by the more evil people become. We are never going to advance as a planet with all this war and violence everyone seems to possess. Think how far we could go if we stopped fighting and bitching and just started helping one another. I would give my last dollar to anyone that needed it. I have done it before several times. I give to anyone in need. I have had people that need a place to live stay with me without even thinking twice about it. But instead of a thank you I am used and thought of as weak. How am i weak if I want to help the world and the people who live on it? To tell you the truth i wish everyone on this planet was more like me then we would actually live in peace with no violence. A world i will never know but wish it could be.... What is wrong with people?